[ [its not nice..] ]
-Saturday, November 20, 2004-
its not nice... to fall ill..... the feeling is so horrible. its a feeling where by u know u are deprieved of sleep but still wanna go out with your friends. and when u are out u feel so shitty......
This morning while doing the Johannesburg flight i felt a little bit unwell.. i felt my throat becoming coarse and a cough was developing. to add fuel to fire, i was caught in the rain while trying to find my bus to board and when i alightin at my bus stop. i think i was caught in the rain for nearly 5mins... then i got sick at around 12pm.. damn.
maybe its also work thats causing all this. irregular meal times, irregular sleeping patterns.. but i like my job period. can't wait to get my first pay..... hahaha..
Evil laughters has escaped into the midnight air. it captures someone and never lets them go. when i try to gasp for air all i received was toxic air of the modern century. sometimes i am tired i am weary. two almost similar words but with huge difference. so then i say goodnight and farewell...
tomorrow is a new day and tomorrow i go to work and maybe the day after i will see her... yea............ nights now...