[ [then once again it falls] ]
-Monday, February 28, 2005-
suddenly u feel like the whole world has turned its back on you. doors are closing. windows are shut tight sealed with scotch tape. you are left with the bare truth. failure is glaring reality. but not being able to look beyond the grade is a grave sin.
once again i cut open the letter and saw this ghastly number that refused to go away. i asked myself why??! but no answer comes to mind. i am frozen. i am "tearless". my tears won't flow. people are moving on and here i am stuck again with this ghastly number.
Its like all rays of hope has disappeared leaving with you only a glint. Thats the glaring reality.
I only can hope that my appeal will come through. And for once i am not in this alone. I've got the support of many people. I wanna be free for once. But would an angel come and lend me her wings? I wanna be free as zuzz.. haha.. zuzz dun be sorry k.. thanks for messaging me.. let me say sorry for being crude. i just can't understand.. i'll still try to apply... for nyp.. hopefully.. the glint will once again become a ray.