[ [an atheist on church] ]
-Sunday, September 18, 2005-
does going to church make you who you are. if that is the case then i think your religion is one big contradiction.
it was one of my impromptu sundays that brought about this revelation of mine. i had decided on the off chance and open mindedness that i would visit church for full mass. and boy was it something that i had regretted. i am happy to say that i am an atheist and would like to remain as that for as long as i can. it was just this whole "lord" thing and having a fren telling me i was irrespectful towards god that really pushed me into realising "what was i thinking!". i do not wish to be patronized like that. makes me wonder are all catholics like that? but wait a minute, i have catholic a friend and she is not like that. so u tell me.
i am sure there are many ways of respecting god or whoever u think is up there. and yes my doing may be irrespectful to u, but by jove! i was doing it discreetly. and you did not have to go all "uptight catholic" on me. if there is one thing i truly detest, that would be "uptight catholics" and those who think there is only one god. its all touchy feely when it comes to religion with u. you did not have to go off on us like that. if you felt that what i had said affected you, stand up for yourself! fight for your stands and rights. don't let what i said get to you.
sometimes accomodating is just no use. one too many dosage might just be taken advantage of. did you know that it was because of you we had decided to go the distance. i could have just settled for a simple dinner at a simple coffee shop. i could list the things which i felt i was taken advantage for but i would rather not.
this post has been quite the controversial one. but i was just taking something off my chest. if you take offence i do not blame you. this is my free space for free expression.
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