ain't no emoboy

[ [the inconsequential being] ]
-Wednesday, December 07, 2005-

really, its been awhile since i have cared for this blog. but oh well. consequences are such that it did not permit me to blog. and with an impending writer's block, its no wonder why i have not blogged. i shall not compromise what i have and will say on this blog. i shall not feel that i should take back whatever i say on this blog. feeling a little revolutionary today.

okay. let's begin. the sister is back! after a long one year absence. its a little bit of everything, upon her arrival. its a little bit happiness, a little bit of apprehension, a little bit of insercurity. but once all these are cleared out everything just falls into place. people appear to seem how they are but that is not always the case. she is well, radiant if i might add. she has that glow a kinda happiness i have not seen in her.

i am sure we all get to a point of our lives where we all feel inconsequential; unimportant. thus we turn to things to help make us feel better. for some its finding that someone, a companion, someone to assure them that its okay, everything will be alright. for some, its doing harm to their given body, abusing what they were rightfully given. for others, its just being rebellious attention seeking that gets them by. i am not blaming here. no one should be blame. we just have different ideas on how we should curb our fears and insecurities. what's yours?

for me, it would have to be writing, reading and music. without these as my cartharsis, i would never have made it through tough days and happy days. these elements surround my life be it online or just reality. that does it for me.

well i have said enough. lunch beckons. projects due on monday beckons. back to reality.

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