departure brings to the mind a sense of excitement, to the person not experiencing it. i am speaking in terms of long term absence. that is what it is. that person going away would fear what is ahead. that is why departure excites me so much. i don't want to live here anymore.
that is one of the reasons why i love working at the airport. yes the pay is low and the people aren't exactly the intellectual kind. but what gives? there is just that sense of departure everywhere. people going off to places for various reasons. not knowing what might just happen to them. and then there is the planes. how life can still go on in a long tube of materials and cables called the fuselage. how hundreds off people are squeezed into one long fuselage and go to the places they need to go. its just amazing.
okay confusion is not a good thing to deal with. the best solution is decision.